Cynthia K

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  • Cynthia K Tickled Pink
    If I ever were to muster up the courage and enter analysis, I think that the therapist wouldn't have to work very hard to find my underlying issues. Reading some of what I've written in the past year, and looking at the photos and videos I've taken for here and my website, I fear that many of them are clear as day. It's a bit embarassing, and I feel like a total dork admitting it, but I know that part of what motivated me to start taking pictures in the first place was that I always felt different from other girls, and a bit before those who blossomed early into womanhood. I guess I did the best with the hand I was dealt: Nature took its time filling out my body, and I know that my fairly sheltered upbringing held me back from exploring a natural feminine curiosity. It has had QUITE an effect on my life LOL. Even looking through my wardrobe last week, I theorized that I also own less pink clothing than any other girl I know! With summer almost here, I was starting to feel a girly urge to dress appropriately and was lacking appropriate attire. I was lamenting my problem via email to that boy I was seeing last year (the one I am still not over, who gave me some fun new issues with all those horrible things he did to me in those videos on my site LOL). He actually had a clever idea that resulted in these photos below. It's a more natural showcase of pink. Pink bra, pink skin, a bit of blushing. Maybe it's my liberal arts education, but I think it's quite avant garde. :)
  • Cynthia K In The Wc
    Everyone has always told me that time flies by at a faster and faster pace as you get older, but I've never believe them. Since I've been at University, I've slowly started to accept the idea. I have gotten a lot of emails through my site with helpful photography tips, and there have also been some excellent pointers in the feedback section here as well. Many have mentioned that the photos I took in the bathroom last year were some of their favorites, and I cannot believe it has been a year since. I have been obsessing about my body shape and weight as of late, so I forced my flatmate to take some new photos in the same setting so I could compare my growth and progress with my fitness program. Actually, I am pleasantly surprised that I have lost some of my baby fat and am starting to take on a womanly physique. It's nice to know that I am only a few years behind the curve! Earlier in my teens, I felt a bit left out because and I was certified late bloomer! I think that's why I can be so boy crazy and frustrated sometimes (especially about the boy I was seeing who I did all those videos with up on my site). Until recently, I just sort of assumed guys weren't really interested in me that way. I have to give a heartfelt thanks to Kate, and all of you of course, for this outlet. It's certainly helped my somewhat fragile self-esteem ease into the idea that my assumption might've been wrong. :)
  • Cynthia K Gets Busy In The Bathroom
    I never used to believe anyone who told me that time flies by at a faster pace as you get older. Since I've been at University, I've started to accept it as fact! I had gotten a lot of emails through my site with useful photography tips, and there have been some excellent pointers in the feedback section here as well. Quite a few people had also mentioned that the photos I took in the bathroom last year were some of their favorites. I couldn't believe it had been a year already, and since I obsess about my body shape and weight, I forced my flatmate to take some new photos in the same setting so I could compare my growth and progress with my fitness routine. Looking at them, I am pleasantly surprised that I have lost some of my baby fat and am actually starting to look more womanly. Who would've thought that I'd only be a few years behind the curve? I felt very left out earlier in my teens, and I was certainly a late bloomer! Maybe that's why I can be so boy crazy and frustrated with it all sometimes (especially the boy I was seeing who I did all those videos with up on my site). Up until awhile back, I just sort of assumed guys weren't interested in me. A big thanks to Kate for this forum, and all of you, of course for helping my somewhat fragile self-esteem ease into the idea that I might've been wrong. LOL
  • Cynthia K Fashion Misfit
    I'm quite happy that so many people appreciated the philosophical movie quote in my last contribution. At University, I have been making an effort to apply a lot of what I have been studying. I find it remarkable that such simple statements can influence my overall outlook on things. I am not sure whether to laugh or be nervous at some of the comments about my style of dress, however. In that regard, I adhere to another quote from a wise man who once said, "if you want to feel funky, feel free." LOL. Seriously, I think it's obvious that I have ZERO fashion sense! This is what I was wearing the other day when my flatmate started giving me a hard time by reading aloud some of the comments I'd received here and through my website, basically about how I dress sometimes. Looking at these pictures, I fear that my wardrobe all but spells out that I was raised in a sheltered environment with minimal access to fashion tips! Thankfully, one of my far more stylish acquaintences has offered to go shopping with me, and once final exams are done, I may be able to scrape together the money. I reckon it should be a serious priority, because I need to attempt a better impression on that boy I was seeing last year. For the past week, I've been thinking about how I'd fancy another go with him and I even found myself masturbating to all those videos I took with him that are on my site. I figure that if decent fashion advice is what it takes, or it would increase my chances of more happening, then I'm in favor of it! Looking ahead, my summer is really going to need a few bright spots!
  • Cynthia K Skirt Play
    It is sometimes hard for me to retain a realistic outlook when I have a tendency to default to utter optimism and hope. It sometimes displays my extreme naivete, but what can I say? After all, you can take a girl out of the suburbs, but you can't get that overly-protective, sheltered and safe upbringing off of the girl! At the urging of emails and comments posted here, I have decided to take some control in my guy situation and back off for awhile. The worst case scenario is that if I miss him that bad, I can just watch some of those videos we took on my site. LOL. He is just lucky I felt so comfortable to do some of that stuff with him and gave him access to me in so many ways. I had set aside these photos to surprise him with on his birthday, but my flatmate suggested I send them in. As she put it, he doesn't deserve them! And here I was prepared to use them as a means to entice him into some of my fantasies about sex in a skirt. My flatmate likes to tease me that she knows what I'm doing when I return home wearing a skirt or dress, then immediately lock myself in my room for a spell. What can I say? The problem with feeling like such a dork and being so easily embarassed is that when my only response is blushing, it means that I can't deny it!

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