• Cynthia K Tickled Pink
    If I ever were to muster up the courage and enter analysis, I think that the therapist wouldn't have to work very hard to find my underlying issues. Reading some of what I've written in the past year, and looking at the photos and videos I've taken for here and my website, I fear that many of them are clear as day. It's a bit embarassing, and I feel like a total dork admitting it, but I know that part of what motivated me to start taking pictures in the first place was that I always felt different from other girls, and a bit before those who blossomed early into womanhood. I guess I did the best with the hand I was dealt: Nature took its time filling out my body, and I know that my fairly sheltered upbringing held me back from exploring a natural feminine curiosity. It has had QUITE an effect on my life LOL. Even looking through my wardrobe last week, I theorized that I also own less pink clothing than any other girl I know! With summer almost here, I was starting to feel a girly urge to dress appropriately and was lacking appropriate attire. I was lamenting my problem via email to that boy I was seeing last year (the one I am still not over, who gave me some fun new issues with all those horrible things he did to me in those videos on my site LOL). He actually had a clever idea that resulted in these photos below. It's a more natural showcase of pink. Pink bra, pink skin, a bit of blushing. Maybe it's my liberal arts education, but I think it's quite avant garde. :)
  • Cynthia K In The Wc
    Everyone has always told me that time flies by at a faster and faster pace as you get older, but I've never believe them. Since I've been at University, I've slowly started to accept the idea. I have gotten a lot of emails through my site with helpful photography tips, and there have also been some excellent pointers in the feedback section here as well. Many have mentioned that the photos I took in the bathroom last year were some of their favorites, and I cannot believe it has been a year since. I have been obsessing about my body shape and weight as of late, so I forced my flatmate to take some new photos in the same setting so I could compare my growth and progress with my fitness program. Actually, I am pleasantly surprised that I have lost some of my baby fat and am starting to take on a womanly physique. It's nice to know that I am only a few years behind the curve! Earlier in my teens, I felt a bit left out because and I was certified late bloomer! I think that's why I can be so boy crazy and frustrated sometimes (especially about the boy I was seeing who I did all those videos with up on my site). Until recently, I just sort of assumed guys weren't really interested in me that way. I have to give a heartfelt thanks to Kate, and all of you of course, for this outlet. It's certainly helped my somewhat fragile self-esteem ease into the idea that my assumption might've been wrong. :)
  • Cynthia K Gets Busy In The Bathroom
    I never used to believe anyone who told me that time flies by at a faster pace as you get older. Since I've been at University, I've started to accept it as fact! I had gotten a lot of emails through my site with useful photography tips, and there have been some excellent pointers in the feedback section here as well. Quite a few people had also mentioned that the photos I took in the bathroom last year were some of their favorites. I couldn't believe it had been a year already, and since I obsess about my body shape and weight, I forced my flatmate to take some new photos in the same setting so I could compare my growth and progress with my fitness routine. Looking at them, I am pleasantly surprised that I have lost some of my baby fat and am actually starting to look more womanly. Who would've thought that I'd only be a few years behind the curve? I felt very left out earlier in my teens, and I was certainly a late bloomer! Maybe that's why I can be so boy crazy and frustrated with it all sometimes (especially the boy I was seeing who I did all those videos with up on my site). Up until awhile back, I just sort of assumed guys weren't interested in me. A big thanks to Kate for this forum, and all of you, of course for helping my somewhat fragile self-esteem ease into the idea that I might've been wrong. LOL

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