Cynthia K

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  • Cynthia K Chasing Sex
    I haven't had sex with very many people. In fact, the number is embarassingly low. I still can't quite get past the boy I was going with last fall, who is probably my only reference for really good sex. I know this may sound dorky, but while it's all been good to an extent, he was just was incredible at it! He bought me this as a means of making peace with me the first time he hurt my feelings. I did forgive him--as you can see in the video on my site, I was very kind to him, even experimenting a bit with anal sex. He kind of drifts in and out of my life, and I fear he has been seeing someone else. My flatmate and I talk our theories constantly, and a few here kind folks from here have even sent me emails with their ideas. I think I am getting over it, and as a testament to that, I decided to wear this again and even take some photos in it. It does make me feel sexy, it is just unfortunate that I associate it with him. Anyhow, I think the benefits outweigh those negatives, and if anything the good feedback helps squash any insecurities that may be lingering about the whole thing. Now my own personal insecurities, well, those are a COMPLETELY different story. LOL
  • Cynthia K Book Nook Fun
    In the time since I've returned here, I find myself reading more books than I've ever attempted before. For the holidays, I got quite a few gift certificates from my family and I was finally able to purchase some of the titles that I would be far too embarassed to ask for by name! Quite a few are bookworm informational texts and psychology books, but there are a handful that fall into the more adult categories that would make me blush to name. My flatmate has found my reading to be a bit antisocial, so she messed with me qutie a bit by starting to snap some pics of me the other day. I finally just went with it. My hair was my main source of reluctance--it's simple and comfortable, but nowhere near how I normally prefer it (I usually wear it down or in a ponytail, as evidenced by most of my other pictures here and on my website). All in all though, I thought it turned out pretty good, and it captured my love of literacy LOL.
  • Cynthia K Gets Her Read On
    Since I've been back from break, I find myself reading more than ever. I got a fair number of gift certificates from my family over the holiday, so I could finally purchase some of those titles that I would be far too embarassed to ask for. Of course, most are dorky psychology books and informational texts, but there are a few of a more adult nature that I would not be able to request without blushing terribly. The better part of the past week has found me buried in a book, so my flatmate found it fitting to start taking photographs of me as a means to be funny. I went with it, and even though my hair is not quite how I like it (I can think of far better hairstyles I've attempted in other contributions here and on my website), I thought these turned out pretty good.
  • Cynthia K New Year
    I have some downtime now that I am back at University, so my flatmate and I switched rooms to try and get a new perspective for the new year. I wanted to take some pics once I had it set up--I am not sure how long it will last, but I feel inspired by the change. I need to do something though about my skin--I feel so pale this winter. I like the outdoors, but the sun and myself have rarely gotten along. My schoolwork and the cold weather has also kept me indoors lately, so I am resolving to get out more. It's my only real New Years resolution--I spend an awful lot of time on my computer in my flat. Most often I am just browsing the web, writing emails, working on my website, and of course, goofing off when I should be studying. I seriously need to work on re-taming my study habits! LOL
  • Cynthia K C Ya 2k3
    2003 is over. In some ways I can look at my personal growth and feel really good about the year. In other ways, I still feel like the naive and shy girl who was deathly afraid of sending in pics at first, and deleted and re-programmed her personal site half a dozen times before letting anyone else see it. But I can honestly say the past year was full of memorable experiences, mostly sexual (LOL) and due largely to my involvement here and with my own website. Now that University is on break for the holiday, I am getting ready to go visit my family and try and remember how I acted around them when I was MUCH more innocent. Wish me luck! I wanted to send these shots in because I really like these pics of myself. To me they represent how far I've come in a year. Although, I'm still lacking in the confidence department a bit, I am certainly more accustomed to getting naked!. :) There's always 2004 to adjust to the rest. Happy new year!

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