• Cynthia K Gets Busy In The Bathroom
    I never used to believe anyone who told me that time flies by at a faster pace as you get older. Since I've been at University, I've started to accept it as fact! I had gotten a lot of emails through my site with useful photography tips, and there have been some excellent pointers in the feedback section here as well. Quite a few people had also mentioned that the photos I took in the bathroom last year were some of their favorites. I couldn't believe it had been a year already, and since I obsess about my body shape and weight, I forced my flatmate to take some new photos in the same setting so I could compare my growth and progress with my fitness routine. Looking at them, I am pleasantly surprised that I have lost some of my baby fat and am actually starting to look more womanly. Who would've thought that I'd only be a few years behind the curve? I felt very left out earlier in my teens, and I was certainly a late bloomer! Maybe that's why I can be so boy crazy and frustrated with it all sometimes (especially the boy I was seeing who I did all those videos with up on my site). Up until awhile back, I just sort of assumed guys weren't interested in me. A big thanks to Kate for this forum, and all of you, of course for helping my somewhat fragile self-esteem ease into the idea that I might've been wrong. LOL
  • Cynthia K Fashion Misfit
    I'm quite happy that so many people appreciated the philosophical movie quote in my last contribution. At University, I have been making an effort to apply a lot of what I have been studying. I find it remarkable that such simple statements can influence my overall outlook on things. I am not sure whether to laugh or be nervous at some of the comments about my style of dress, however. In that regard, I adhere to another quote from a wise man who once said, "if you want to feel funky, feel free." LOL. Seriously, I think it's obvious that I have ZERO fashion sense! This is what I was wearing the other day when my flatmate started giving me a hard time by reading aloud some of the comments I'd received here and through my website, basically about how I dress sometimes. Looking at these pictures, I fear that my wardrobe all but spells out that I was raised in a sheltered environment with minimal access to fashion tips! Thankfully, one of my far more stylish acquaintences has offered to go shopping with me, and once final exams are done, I may be able to scrape together the money. I reckon it should be a serious priority, because I need to attempt a better impression on that boy I was seeing last year. For the past week, I've been thinking about how I'd fancy another go with him and I even found myself masturbating to all those videos I took with him that are on my site. I figure that if decent fashion advice is what it takes, or it would increase my chances of more happening, then I'm in favor of it! Looking ahead, my summer is really going to need a few bright spots!
  • Cynthia K Skirt Play
    It is sometimes hard for me to retain a realistic outlook when I have a tendency to default to utter optimism and hope. It sometimes displays my extreme naivete, but what can I say? After all, you can take a girl out of the suburbs, but you can't get that overly-protective, sheltered and safe upbringing off of the girl! At the urging of emails and comments posted here, I have decided to take some control in my guy situation and back off for awhile. The worst case scenario is that if I miss him that bad, I can just watch some of those videos we took on my site. LOL. He is just lucky I felt so comfortable to do some of that stuff with him and gave him access to me in so many ways. I had set aside these photos to surprise him with on his birthday, but my flatmate suggested I send them in. As she put it, he doesn't deserve them! And here I was prepared to use them as a means to entice him into some of my fantasies about sex in a skirt. My flatmate likes to tease me that she knows what I'm doing when I return home wearing a skirt or dress, then immediately lock myself in my room for a spell. What can I say? The problem with feeling like such a dork and being so easily embarassed is that when my only response is blushing, it means that I can't deny it!
  • Cynthia K'S Wild Bikini
    No matter what values I hoped to have for myself, I have always succumbed to peer pressure! I had seen a few comments on my last set of pictures, and I had some emails asking for photos of me wearing a bikini or swimsuit. I almost did one before, but was painfully embarassed of the one-piece swimsuit I owned (I guess that's what happens when you've grown up with your parents having input on every single clothing purchase LOL). I was asking the advice of that boy I was seeing last year (the one I took the videos with on my website), and he suggested I take some of my birthday money and see if I could find a suitable bikini for a reasonable price. I thought it would come off dorky, but I was able to even flirt a bit and told him if he played his cards right he may even get to see me in it LOL. I was excited to try it on and looking at the pictures now I am not as petrified at the idea of wearing it out in public. I only wish my chest were slightly larger endowment, so I could more adequately fill the top half of it out better!
  • Cynthia K Spring Cleaning
    I am so glad that Spring is finally here! My flatmate and I switched back our rooms last week and I have been going crazy trying to do some cleaning while keeping on top of my studies. I have even managed to fit a few dates into my hectic schedule, and it was long overdue, but this girl got lucky! I was a bit embarassed to admit that after my brief but torrid affair with that boy last year, I went quite a few months without any action and it damn near killed me! I've been encouraged by the emails and response through my website, especially the positive feedback on the oral and anal sex videos I posted, and the mood struck me, so I finally took the plunge with someone new. Now it's a matter of seeing how he acts and handles it, and if all is well then I might be getting some regular action again. It was quite nice to get some serious attention, and I feel pleasantly sore from the experience! My flatmate suggested we take some pics in celebration while I was straightening my room, though looking at it now I can't believe what a dork I look like in my comfy clothes! When I fear eternal celibacy, that's usually a great motivation for me to take them off.

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